☆ Thread [ Stellar Loussier ]

[stellar_loussier]

Who: Stellar Loussier and Shinn Asuka
Where: Berlin
When: After Stellar's Death
Summary: Stellar meets Shinn again.
Log:



[ When Stellar saw Shinn --- she was so happy. Shinn came to see her. Just like he promised. Shinn would protect Stellar. It took her another moment to see that Shinn was crying. He was sad.

Stellar didn't understand. Shinn looked sad. She didn't understand why Shinn was sad.

Stellar didn't want that. Stellar didn't want Shinn to be sad ... because Stellar liked Shinn. She reached out to touch him on his cheek, looking confused but happy to be with Shinn. Now she could be with Shinn always, right? He would protect her from scary things. ]

Shinn ...

Comments

[impulsives]

[...He was just overlooking Stellar's memorial, the one he made himself.

He had promised to protect her, and yet.

...And yet she couldn't see her own tomorrow.

That was just too damned sad for him; to think that he failed two person in a row does not bode well with him at all.

In any case, its time to go...

...

...

Home?]

... Stellar?

[stellar_loussier]

Shinn ...

[ Without thinking, she clung to him and laughing like a child. ]

Shinn, you came to see me? You came to see Stellar?

Stellar ... is very happy.

[impulsives]

...

[It must be a hallucination, it must be that.

There's no way for her to actually be alive and breathing, is there?]

...Yes.

[God help him, please let this be real and not a dream that his mind decided to construct for him.]

[stellar_loussier]

Shinn?

[ Shinn still looked sad. Did Stellar do something bad? She didn't want to believe it was her fault.

Maybe it was ... this place. This place made Shinn sad.

This time Stellar began to look sad. She takes his hand and places it against her cheek. Shinn's hand was very warm ... ]

It is scary here ... Stellar doesn't like it. It makes you sad.

[impulsives]

[...Warm.

She's here.

She's really here.

She's really here and not dead and alive!

Pulling her hand, gently, and hugging her, Shinn's going to just, choke down some sobs.]

[stellar_loussier]

[ You're confusing her even more, Shinn. The way he was hugging her tells her that Shinn is happy to see her ... but Shinn was crying now. How does she interpret this? ]

Shinn?

[ Tentatively touching his cheek. ]

Shinn ...

[ Then hugging him back tightly and resting her cheek against his chest. ]

... aren't you happy to see me?

I am happy to see Shinn.

[impulsives]

...I-I...

[What does he say? 'Long time no see, dead person?' This is just too ridiculous and surreal for him, but at the same time, it is very real and Shinn is just.

Confused.]

I'm fine, really.

[stellar_loussier]

[ It is not a wise idea to mention 'death' to Stellar.

She doesn't really say a word for a while after that. She continued to cling to him like a lifeline ... she was afraid of being alone in a scary place again ... she was afraid to ... die.

The thought made her cling to him tighter. ]

Where ... Neo? Sting?

[impulsives]

...Sting's gone.

[He can't as well say that he's responsible for killing Sting off, and Neo... Well, as for Neo.]

Neo's still alive though, but he's using a different name.

[stellar_loussier]

Sting is ... gone?

Sting is ... dead? [ Can you feel her shaking? ] Dying is bad ... Sting got ...shot?

Dying is bad! [ Backing away and wrapping her arms around herself. ] Stellar is going to die!

No ... I don't want to die!

[impulsives]

[Geez, first time they meet after her death and he got her going crazy again (pokerface).

In any case, he's going to approach her carefully.]

[stellar_loussier]

[ Still frightened. But it was Shinn ... He promised. ]

Shinn ... protect?

[ Slowly reaching out for his hand. ]

[impulsives]

[And grabbing her hand in return.]

'Course I will, I promised you, didn't I?

[stellar_loussier]

[ That makes her smile happily to remember that.

She places both his hands against her face.

She liked his warmth ... ]

Stellar likes Shinn ...

[impulsives]

...Yeah.

[He's going to pull her close into a hug.]

Me too.